Saw some updates from mx, bbq and yn abt their assignments and busy schedules.
Msg AC and he also said bz - bz with school work.
Msg YH- busy with bro's accounts and work.
Msg BX - busy reporting to temple.
Office colleagues also complained very busy.
Latest heard is Sharon worked til 7am last week. And Sandra said she has been coming to office every sat and sun for weeks liao.
Looks like everyone is busy.
I am no exception... Work takes up my Mon-Fri- and Opera takes up 1.5 days of my weekend.
Not much time for myself and my family.
Wanted to treat myself to regular facial, massages, sliming, foot reflex but cant sustain due to heavy workload.
Thats still fine - cos those are for myself.
I am more guilty towards my family - havnt seen my parents for weeks. And i cant go NY with my hubb cos it crashes with my reporting deadlines. I cant recall when was the last time i watch movie with my hubby- and when was the last time i watched opera at home with my parents....
Lately i started to feel very stressed up - i seem to be deficiting in most areas:
- lots of backlogs at work - procastinating tasks which i dont like to do even though many of them can be cleared fast
- poor corporate image - lazy to make up and lazy to dress professionally
- cant sing - after 8 years stil cant sing properly
- family bonds - lack heavily
- social and friends - long time didnt meet up with people outside work and kh
- financial - no savings - how to survive when old?
- health - havnt been feeling too well lately - "tired ", "sleppy" and "xian" are words i use everday!
How can a person be so lacking in all areas?
May be its really due to my poor time management + silly habit + poor discipline.
And my poor ability to say no when comes to unreasonable requests from friends and colleagues.
I think i should put my family and myself 1st from now.